Getting Close

So we only have a few more weeks until R&R. I'm so excited about getting to see him again.

But what if something has changed between us? I really hope that isn't the case because I really do love him but I can't help having this feeling.

I know nothing has changed, if anything, things between us have actually gotten better since we can communicate without emotions getting the better of us (actually, getting the better of me...he doesn't get worked up or angry with me. Definitely a good thing. I do that enough for the both of us).

I'm sure everything is going to be just fine once I see him. This is just my nerves getting the best of me right now. Gotta keep my chin up and know everything is going to be ok.